What have I been up to? It's been quite some time from my previous post. I'd like to say that I've been super busy with school, but why lie. This college thing has really pushed my laziness to the next level. I have more time than ever and for some reason I spend most of it watching different tv-shows via the Internet. Life is good! That's my answer to everyone whenever they ask: "How are you?" But I'm starting to discover that life is not so good. Well yeah, I've lost some fat of my bones and lets be honest that's never a bad thing. I've made some new and very interesting friends. I've learned a few new tricks. But still, I feel as if I'm moving backwards with my physical strength. That's really sad, I think. My muscles have done the opposite of evolving. I haven't written anything new, read any books. Someone should really take my lap top away from me.
Are there any good news? Well, I have conquered a part of me that I really hated. That would be the fear of speaking my mind in front of people. I'm very proud of myself. over coming that obstacle might be the highlight of my college life so far. I also managed to say no to a proposal. S wanted or still wants (who knows?) to get back together with me. He broke my heart a year ago and the dumbest thing for me might have been saying yes to him. I've decided to move forward with my life and he would so have been the opposite of that. As I posted on my wall: Life moves on and I have to move with it!
That explained almost everything। I think। I only hope he didn't take it too hard. I really haven't heard from him since then. I might have returned the favor and broken his heart now. That will show him! Okay, I'm really not that mean and bad. I felt horrible doing that, but I can't just stop moving on with my life. I've moved and that means new relationships. I'd like to keep my options open for someone who would appreciate me better.
Okay, enough. I have more than two hours of bus ride left, better get some sleep. I'm heading to Tartu. And I bet tonight will be long and dragging. G is going to get my full attention. Maybe I can talk about this with her. She has the best reactions. I love her. Also H is on my list. Without her... well there might be a completely different Regina. Emo enough for you guys? x)
xoxo you insane sleepless sheep!
Are there any good news? Well, I have conquered a part of me that I really hated. That would be the fear of speaking my mind in front of people. I'm very proud of myself. over coming that obstacle might be the highlight of my college life so far. I also managed to say no to a proposal. S wanted or still wants (who knows?) to get back together with me. He broke my heart a year ago and the dumbest thing for me might have been saying yes to him. I've decided to move forward with my life and he would so have been the opposite of that. As I posted on my wall: Life moves on and I have to move with it!
That explained almost everything। I think। I only hope he didn't take it too hard. I really haven't heard from him since then. I might have returned the favor and broken his heart now. That will show him! Okay, I'm really not that mean and bad. I felt horrible doing that, but I can't just stop moving on with my life. I've moved and that means new relationships. I'd like to keep my options open for someone who would appreciate me better.
Okay, enough. I have more than two hours of bus ride left, better get some sleep. I'm heading to Tartu. And I bet tonight will be long and dragging. G is going to get my full attention. Maybe I can talk about this with her. She has the best reactions. I love her. Also H is on my list. Without her... well there might be a completely different Regina. Emo enough for you guys? x)
xoxo you insane sleepless sheep!
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