So, it's yet again time to say goodbye to my favorite season Summer. It was nice this year, better than last year actually. I didn't quite too as much as I had planned, but finally me and my little sister started to get along. And that's quite an improvement from total hate-hate relationship. All the hate was pointed towards me by the way. Maybe she's out of puberty. I hope so.
Today was quite nostalgic. I went to my high schools ceremonial public meeting (there's a better word for it in Estonian). It was the first time for me to be just a guest. It felt weird. I miss my school. I guess part of my problem here is the fear. I'm starting college next week and I'm ready to freak out now. I'd really like some good pointers on how to cope with this. I'm so scared I won't fit in. I'm ready to have a panic attack now. All that's preventing this is the fact that I'm not alone. And that there is some new music I can concentrate on. I'm falling in love with this group Eowyn (No LOTR okay).
Oh, I finished with work and got lots of praise from my now former (again) boss. That was nice. Also I got this bonus for hard work. So, wouldn't you just love to hire me? Heh. I have to start looking for a job anyway. Living by myself might be a little too expensive. And I hate asking my parents for money. I saved up most of my earned wages, but that will be gone in no time. Also it would be nice to be able to rent a place on my own. That way I could avoid the dorms as much as possible.
Another thing I wanted to mention: went to visit H in Tartu and found myself to be quite the cleaning crew. Her rented place is so filthy. It's a good thing I've seen a lot of crazy things, otherwise I might have puked or just left. It was (possibly still is in some corners) disgusting.
That's about it for now. I'll let you (me) know how school's start is. Maybe I'll make friends fast. Maybe I won't find anyone. But at least I have myself and the Internet. And could I sound more pathetic? No, not even if I tried. x)
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