Sleepy McSleepington

So, I suppose you can guess how I feel... I'm so tired of being awake. I have totally messed up my awake and sleep hours. Thanks a million to my school schedule. It allows sleeping until like 9- sometimes 12 o'clock. That has brought with it the joy of being awake until 2 o'clock. This little habit of mine made getting up at 6.45 very hard. And then staying awake for a 90 minute drive. 

But enough! I have got to snap out of my little whiny rants. Life is like... a beautiful rose that's grown on cow s#@%. That's just the truth. What has happened to my rose recently? Not much. Life as a college student has lost it's interest. I often find myself wishing I could quit for a while. Have to hang on until December 16th. That's when my holidays can begin. I'm laughing hard inside, because my little sister can get her break from school not before December 24th. Our school system gets wackier each year. The worst case scenario would be that they cancel winter holidays all together. Since I'm going to be a teacher in about five to six years, I find this very disturbing. I enjoy my time off. And shortening it is just mean. Very mean. 

I visited home this weekend. Discovered that my mum loves me sometimes more than my sister. Yay! Also noticed that my sister is still a child. Teenagers can be so cruel and I wouldn't mind if she grew up over night. She made my stay very unpleasant. But stop! I'm getting into my whiny tone again. I'm just too depressing. 

On a lighter tone, I may be able to blogg every Monday from now. At least for the next few weeks. Since I have this class I have nothing better to do... All though  the lecture is pleasantly interesting. Still I'm having problems staying awake. That's why I'm blogging like an insane and lonely person. I'm not lonely... I might be insane. x) 

Well, that's that I think. Pretty well composed I think. I'm making a promise to myself now: To be only positive in my posts. No negative whining for the next four weeks. After this: It's just Nov 15th, but stores are already selling Christmas crap. It's sad how our stores are ruining the feeling we're supposed to get when it's Christmas. Every year they start earlier and earlier. And every year I dislike the holidays a little more. This year... well I really don't care about the holidays this year. They could come and go without me even noticing. That's the truth. And it's sad. 

Anyway, bye and sheep are not cool. Being a sheep is a crime. Let's think for ourselves now! x0x0 (I just love this) x) Rex.