That's how I feel. Amazing how one sentence can sup up every tiny emotion one's body can have. I'm just a busy work bee and it's not gratifying. I'm in a place that hurts and also at the very same second leaves me empty. One of my best friends is trying to make me unhappy by forcing the presence of MacAsshole. He seems to be clueless and just doesn't car that even the chance of pumping into him makes me sick. Well sick is a bit harsh. I'd rather just avoid it by any means. Bet I'm not the only one that feels like that when it comes to an ex.Another thing that's getting me down: I got a ticket for breaking some traffic law. I'm totally guilty and I deserve the punishment. Still, makes me nervous and anxious about driving. Plus, I'd really like to cry, but not until I'm in my own room, secure and safe. So... Tomorrow it is. It'll be two days from the incident, so it probably won't be as fresh as it was yesterday. I hope I don't cry. I've been tear free since September and those were anger tears. Reference: check out paragraph one.
I need to just take a breath and push through this funk I'm in. Little help? Oh, watch what now? How I Met Your Mother? Well, okay. I'll give it a try. (20 minutes later) Oh my God! I love it. And that's how I've spent every spear minute since yesterday afternoon. There's (luckily for me) tons of episodes. I'll be unavailable for some time. Yeah, entering the cyber world yet again. Oh and I'm now hooked on 9gag.com . so two new obsessions. Yay! Okay. See you again in a week (maybe).
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