Saturday, December 03, 2011

Which one's the Day now?


Yeah, could someone help me figure out which is which. For me day and night have quite easily switched places. I guess working mostly nights is very helpful if you want this out come. Currently it's 4 am and I'm up. Well, I guess I'd be sleeping if there weren't ten people talking in front of me. I'm at work and this night might as well kill me. It wouldn't be a problem if I could go to my dorm room and sleep afterwards but no. I have to drive home straight from work today. I'm a bit scared. They say that being exhausted makes you more dangerous than being drunk. Plus, I'm hungry and annoyed with these people and their snobbish conversations. I'm feeling like something a bit more superior. They are talking about how soft the education system is while using a wast amount of colloquial language. And to top it off, most of them are so drunk they can't even stand up properly. Some people just don't know when to stop.

I've pledged to be sober until June 24th. It's national holiday and can't be done without some beer. But until that day I'll try to say no. I'm a bit worried because my family's Christmas party is coming and I just need something to get me through. This year will be torture. Plus my birthday will be on June 9th and Rabarock is from June 15th to 16th. I did promise K that we will drink and drink when at the festival but I may have to break that promise. Hopefully she won't be too disappointed. I sometimes get these urges to stay sober just to test my limits and will power. My personal record is 6 months. If I make it I will break it now.

Urgh, I just want to get some rest and sleep. If I make it home I'm so going to bed. I don't even care, I'm going to sleep until I have to get up to go to the theatre. Oh, finally, the last one decided to resign. Not that I'm going to get sleep now. I should try and clean their mess up. It's magnificent actually. Okay, got some 50/50 to watch and a new episode of Bones. Guess they will fill my time up quite nicely... Rest in peace people who have that privilege.

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