Thursday, June 29, 2017

HOW MY HAIR IS NEVER THE SAME?

Over the past 15 years, I have constantly changed my hair colour and style. I am like a restless child when it comes to my hair. Never the same for too long.

When I first began to dye my hair, my mother was the one to do it. And I wanted it black. I had long hair, reaching my belly, that I dyed black as a crow. My hair matched my wardrobe perfectly, as 99% of the time I was wearing all black. I especially remember my long velvet dress, that I wore quite at lot.

This monochromatic phase lasted for about a year and a half. Then my friendships changed and I started wearing colours again. I also chopped my long hair to shoulder length. I stopped dying it and let it grow out quite a bit before one drunken party came along and my classmate dyed it blond. It was very multi-coloured afterwards. I had blond, orange, red and brown. I honestly looked like I had a log and some fire on my head. But I guess I didn’t mind it, because I let it sit like that for a while. I was going through my skater style phase, where I stopped listening to heavy metal and turned more towards hard rock. I wore worn out tennis shoes that had lyrics or other nonsense scribbled on them. My jeans were ripped. I actually had a skateboard that I kind of learnt to ride. This phase, clothing wise, lasted for quite a long time. I did eventually dye my hair blond, but I did not do it right and I’d like to bury all images of that. I also attempted to cut my own bangs, which before YouTube tutorials was a really awful idea. Let’s just say that tenth grade was not so pretty.

In the summer between tenth and eleventh grade, I once again cut my hair short. It had grown back to it’s former length and this time I just chopped it off to my chin. I also dyed it ruby red. My first ever red hair experience. I really liked it. It went nicely with my hard rock style. I continued to wear my tennis shoes and other peculiar accessories. Those pictures I don’t mind sharing.

After cutting it so short I just became a lazy person and grew it out. My hair, for he longest time and after being all these interesting colours, was long and its natural colour. I might have tried to seem more girly once I started attending my university, but it was short lived, as I soon changed again. This time I kept the colour natural, just darker. And then came the chopping. To my shoulders and then a month later to my chin. Short hair again. This was 2012.

Once 2013 rolled around, my hair had grown past my shoulders and I started dying it red. Again. For a while I dyed the underside black, because one colour is just too boring. My style was back to t-shirts and jeans. Tennis shoes are still my favourite type of shoe. I actually kept the red for a really long time. I tried to dye it brown at some point, but red is a bitchy colour to deal with. Whatever you out on it, it will take only a few washings to be back to a reddish tint. I eventually just gave up and went back to red. And stayed there until December of 2015.

That’s when I went blond and this time for real. I spend some money and effort on this mission. My hair was blond, then during spring I added some green, just for the fun of it. And then I dyed it my natural hair colour for my birthday. By this time it was insanely long. Once I got my undersides shaved in August 2016, I think it was about to reach my waist. That process of course made my hair that much shorter. The blond was also back and I added a dark blue streak around my head. I really loved that hairstyle.

I loved the short sides so much that in November 2016 I went back to my hairdresser and asked her to give me a pixie cut. She was super glad to comply as she had never been able to cut that long hair into a pixie before. I guess this would bring my hair adventures to a halt. What more could I possibly do to it? Right?!

Well, now I am rocking a wide mohawk that’s dyed blueish. Might seem green under certain lights.

Anyway, as my hair has changed, so have I. During the past six to eight months, I have developed a love for black clothing again. Not as extreme as when I was 13/14. But still, my wardrobe is slowly but surely becoming a very depressing place. The only difference is, that I am okay to wear different types of clothes for other occasions. When I was going through my Gothic phase, all I would wear was black. For work I know I need to look a certain way, it doesn’t bother me. I’m just glad my boss doesn’t seem to hate my colourful hair that much. At least she hasn’t said anything about it, yet.

For my future, I suspect I will keep the mohawk going for a while. I really love it. I do want to try purple as a hair colour. Never done that before. Something new and exciting.

Now’s it your turn. Tell me how you have changed over time. For example, I feel as if with my insanely cheery hair, I too am a happier person and I swear I smile more.

Anyways.
Love yourself and don’t be afraid to be crazy.

Regina.

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