This week's post is just a sad and weird poem I wrote. As I've not done something like this in a while, forgive my odd update. Honestly, I'm fine, my brain just likes darkness and this is the perfect example of it.
In Force
I ride the tide of happiness
To hide my fear of sadness
Constant worry for the future
Keeps my mind away from nurture
I never felt this as a child
I never hid in my mind
The fake smiles I force
Are killing the rightful course
I write down my memories
To make a mark for centuries
The emptiness inside of me
Falls as leaves from a tree
I pretend to be fine
To mark the passing of time
My words are empty and scarce
Sad lies made too fierce
I don’t know how much longer
I can hide this everlasting anger
Rage is my weapon of choice
Hear my screaming voice
I turn down my eyes
Swipe away the lies
Never take something from me
I would not let it be
Run from my righteous revenge
I will be here to avenge
Every wrong you’ve dealt
I will use my words to melt
Your barricades will fall
Your breathing will eventually stall
Hate and rage consume
I will be the one to abuse
My time to hide has ended
Let my light shine unamended
I will shake off these thoughts
I will carry on in force
Yeah, so just ignore the warning signs and enjoy.
Regina
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