Let me give you a piece of advice: don't put yourself out there. The guy you're trying to win over might have been sending you some signals, but that might have been just in your head. I learned that lesson this week. I thought we were moving towards the point when one of us had to say or do something to let the other know, but stupidly I decided to be the one. I sent him a nice track I thought would explain my feelings, but his reply made it pretty clear he either didn't get it or didn't want to get it. Stupid me! I've always been a bit guarded, but since this little mishaps I might return to my shell and never come out again. Luckily for me I don't really have to see him anyway, because soon I'll be leaving for Pärnu and won't return to Haapsalu before September or something. I might run into him before though... That might be a bit awkward.
Okay, another exiting news: I will try to make a new... episode?... chapter?... I don't even know how to call it. Anyway a new part of Dith will probably come out tonight. I'm at work later and it really is the perfect place to let my creative juices flow. The last part I posted wasn't my best. I really wanted to give Kelly a voice again, but I found it to be too hard and just not that interesting. So, this part will probably be Sith again.
Oh, and praise the weather lords up in the sky for this amazing weather! It was raining this morning, but it stopped before I had to leave work. Now it's just sunny and awesome again. That's amazing how nice it's been this week. Of course I kind of hate it too, as I'm stuck indoors most of the time. But I hope everyone who has the chance to stay out takes it and enjoys it. It is remarkable how long it's lasted.
Okay, I'm going to finish this here and get back to other obligations I have before I leave for work again. Four more sifts and I'm done here. Then on the 31st I have an interview with this place in Pärnu that is looking for an administrator. I might end up working there for the summer. Fingers crossed I suppose. Although I'm going to miss out on a lot of fun events thanks to it, but money is a good initiative to suffer and complain. Okay, this time for real: bye and see you after Dith #8
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