So, I don't know if this is going to be short or long. I don't even feel the need to talk about me breaking promises. There's something that's been eating at me and it's now keeping me up. Way past my planned bed time. My younger sister saw someone die. I don't know much else about the situation, as she really didn't feel like talking about it. All I know is that there was nothing anyone could do and that she saw death. This disturbs me. I love my baby sister, I never wish anything bad to her and this just is killing me inside. She's so young, she really shouldn't be exposed to this. Well, none of should. I feel like I should have said something to her but I don't know what it should be. What can I say to her that's going to make it okay? Nothing, there isn't any magic line you can use on someone in her position. It sucks so bad.
I actually wish it had been me instead of her. I want to protect her from things like this. She's seen dead people before, we've been to funerals. And yet it's not the same! Seeing a corpse is different than seeing a living person die. At least I believe it's so, I've never been it that situation. I suppose I should count myself lucky. I just really hope this doesn't screw her up. She likes to keep things to herself, so she's probably not going to ask for help. She's going to say she's fine while inside who knows. Are there any signs I should be looking out for? Or am I just supposed to wait until she colors her hair jet black and starts cutting herself? How can I help her without her actually asking for it?
For obvious reasons I'm not going to add an image and not going to write about awesome TV-shows I've discovered. This topic is so important to me, that if anyone has any insight, please share. Write a helpful comment if you have the time. I'd be very grateful if you (anyone) could help me...
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